Sunday, December 13, 2009

Silence

What ever happened to the lost art of silence? We are so caught up in the world! Every second of every day almost there is noise or stimulation. But then where does God come in? I think God penetrates our innermost being in the silence, in the dark places, where we least expect it. But we are so bombarded by images, sounds, media, I'm afraid it has been lost.
I experienced true silence on South Sister about half way up, before you get out on the ridge where the wind is blowing, we stopped for a break and someone remarked on how quiet it was and we stopped! We were silent for like 3 minutes, and it was hard at the beginning, the awkwardness of silence was hard to overcome. But after a minute there was an overwhelming calm, a pervading peace and I could feel God. There was no cars, no factories, no music, no television, no talking. I could barely hear my heartbeat and that was it, and it was then that I experienced God. I can't even get this silence on hikes around the area. You can still here the city and it's noise and turmoil. I definitely can't do it at home, why would I be silent when I have an Ipod full of music? and a T.V. with 500 channels? And beer! Beer can drown out the silence really well.
Why do I want to keep the silence down? I think I am scared of silence, because it makes me vulnerable, it forces me to reflect on myself. Instead of just looking at other people and they're crap, I have to look at my own. That is when God steps in, that is when I am experienced.
But that is just me.